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AirportLoveSucks:
AirportLoveSucks: ass.
DlE lGNORANCE: hehe i almost didnt accept it thinking it was a porn IM
DlE lGNORANCE: but i got you to do what i told you to
AirportLoveSucks: ..so pleasant.. eh.
DlE lGNORANCE: :P
AirportLoveSucks: shut it.
DlE lGNORANCE: ok :x
DlE lGNORANCE: what airport love?
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
DlE lGNORANCE: here, wanna see my cool aim sns?
AirportLoveSucks: ..long story, too.
AirportLoveSucks: sure.
DlE lGNORANCE: i got some good ones
AirportLoveSucks: ew..
DlE lGNORANCE: are you religious?
AirportLoveSucks: no.
DlE lGNORANCE: User AirportLoveSucks is not available.
AirportLoveSucks: huh.
DlE lGNORANCE: hmm
AirportLoveSucks: i wish i had someone to come watch the wonder years with me:-/
DlE lGNORANCE: hmm, for some reason i cant IM you from my SUCK A DOGS DICK sn
DlE lGNORANCE: damn and thats a good one
AirportLoveSucks: maybe that's a good thing?
AirportLoveSucks: FUCKING ass i hurt.
DlE lGNORANCE: what hurts?
AirportLoveSucks: head.
AirportLoveSucks: shoulder..
AirportLoveSucks: stuff..
DlE lGNORANCE: knees and toes?
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: eyesss ears mouth and nose.
DlE lGNORANCE: you should go for a walk
AirportLoveSucks: too dark.
DlE lGNORANCE: too dark to see?
DlE lGNORANCE: excuses excuses..
DlE lGNORANCE: if excuses were money, youd be rich
AirportLoveSucks: hm.. that would be nice.
AirportLoveSucks: but it's really dark.
AirportLoveSucks: and rabbits run in front of me.
AirportLoveSucks: and and, skunks..
DlE lGNORANCE: hehe ive been saying that my whole life..
AirportLoveSucks: ew.
DlE lGNORANCE: i heard it when we read rumplestilsken in elementary school
DlE lGNORANCE: so, just dont step on em
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: but they scare me.
AirportLoveSucks: and i'll cry.
AirportLoveSucks: and sit in the middle of the road until the sun rises..
DlE lGNORANCE: aww, ok stay home
DlE lGNORANCE: haha you silly girly
AirportLoveSucks: okay[]
DlE lGNORANCE: im so easy
DlE lGNORANCE: ive never been so submissive
AirportLoveSucks: you arreee.
AirportLoveSucks: what do you mean?
DlE lGNORANCE: just complacent
AirportLoveSucks: it's fucking 2am, use words i can understand.
DlE lGNORANCE: actually..ive always been laid back and cool
AirportLoveSucks: oka.
DlE lGNORANCE: haha
AirportLoveSucks: y
DlE lGNORANCE: y not
AirportLoveSucks: what?
DlE lGNORANCE: why is anyone not laid back and cool
DlE lGNORANCE: being uptight sucks
AirportLoveSucks: im laid back and awesome[]
AirportLoveSucks: i'm arrogant, no?
DlE lGNORANCE: not to mention conceited
AirportLoveSucks: []
AirportLoveSucks: i'm not conceited.
DlE lGNORANCE: but hey, confidence is good
AirportLoveSucks: i have no confidence.
DlE lGNORANCE: just be prepared to back your shit up
DlE lGNORANCE: im sure thats not true
AirportLoveSucks: i think i'm an idiot.
AirportLoveSucks: and ugly.
AirportLoveSucks: and whatnot.
DlE lGNORANCE: thats just a sympathy plea now
AirportLoveSucks: no.
AirportLoveSucks: i seriously do.
DlE lGNORANCE: you wouldnt send out your pics to strangers if you thought you were ugly
DlE lGNORANCE: and youre no idiot
AirportLoveSucks: why wouldn't i?
AirportLoveSucks: they ask for them.
AirportLoveSucks: if i'm ugly, i could care less.
AirportLoveSucks: and i do.
AirportLoveSucks: i'm me, love me or not[]
DlE
lGNORANCE: those stupid aolers who have random numbers in their screen
names, that aol picks for them cuz they cant think of unique sns
DlE lGNORANCE: are stupid
DlE lGNORANCE: not nerdcore love
DlE lGNORANCE: you may be you, but you got yourself all wrong
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: how so?
DlE lGNORANCE: youre not stupid and youre not ugly
AirportLoveSucks: well, i think i am.
DlE lGNORANCE: well you gotta stop thinking lies
AirportLoveSucks: they're not lies.
DlE lGNORANCE: are you depressed?
DlE lGNORANCE: talk at me amander
AirportLoveSucks: you asked me that last nite..
DlE lGNORANCE: whoa youre right
DlE lGNORANCE: good memory, i had forgotten
DlE lGNORANCE: oh yeah..cuz you were bitchin last night also
DlE lGNORANCE: i remember now
AirportLoveSucks: about?
DlE lGNORANCE: im not sure, being in pain
AirportLoveSucks: oh.
DlE lGNORANCE: you said you didnt feel good or something
AirportLoveSucks: i bitch a lot.
DlE lGNORANCE: you said you hurt
AirportLoveSucks: that's why that's a quality in my next boyfriend.
AirportLoveSucks: hah.
DlE lGNORANCE: and then you said you had a headache
DlE lGNORANCE: what? bitching?
AirportLoveSucks: him being able to listen to me bitch.
DlE lGNORANCE: ahhh..
AirportLoveSucks: levia was good at that..
DlE lGNORANCE: that was his name?
DlE lGNORANCE: or is that a chick?
AirportLoveSucks: his name.
DlE lGNORANCE: or you mean levi
AirportLoveSucks: levia..
DlE lGNORANCE: weird
DlE lGNORANCE: where is he from?
AirportLoveSucks: why.
DlE lGNORANCE: not a common name
DlE lGNORANCE: thought maybe he was foreign
AirportLoveSucks: i still can't believe i wasted all that time on him.
AirportLoveSucks: uhh, san antonio?
AirportLoveSucks: nah.
AirportLoveSucks: i have a pic of him.
DlE lGNORANCE: youre only 17, youve got a lot more time to waste
DlE lGNORANCE: and you will
DlE lGNORANCE: just try to waste as little as possible
AirportLoveSucks: but i mean..
DlE lGNORANCE: and dont repeat the same mistakes
AirportLoveSucks: i had other chances.
AirportLoveSucks: and shit.
DlE lGNORANCE: or try not to
DlE lGNORANCE: you might, but hey
AirportLoveSucks: but i stayed with him, knowing that.
DlE lGNORANCE: youre only human
DlE lGNORANCE: knowing what?
DlE lGNORANCE: so you didnt want to be alone..it sucks to be alone..
DlE lGNORANCE: big deal
AirportLoveSucks: well.
AirportLoveSucks:
when we first got together, i was at his house and someone was iming
him 'i love you baby' and he was like 'oh, it's my ex'
DlE lGNORANCE: eek
AirportLoveSucks: and uh, his ex.. was his internet lover.. he saw every weekend.
AirportLoveSucks: until i found out.
AirportLoveSucks: and i ASKED her.
DlE lGNORANCE: do you think he ever cheated on you?
AirportLoveSucks: because im smooth.
AirportLoveSucks: and uh, i told him and he was like, 'oh, it's over'
AirportLoveSucks: uh, he did cheat on me for like a month for whatever.
DlE lGNORANCE: bastard
AirportLoveSucks: prolly several times throught the whole thing.
DlE lGNORANCE: youre better off without him
AirportLoveSucks: i know.
AirportLoveSucks: my mom loves him.. thinks hes perfect for me.
AirportLoveSucks: i hate her.
DlE lGNORANCE: i had my opportunities with chasity, just couldnt bring myself to ever
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah, my moms a stupid bitch too
DlE lGNORANCE: older people suck ass
DlE lGNORANCE: they need to get with the times
AirportLoveSucks: why did you and her break up..
DlE lGNORANCE: its a long story
DlE lGNORANCE: it was more of a mutual agreement..
AirportLoveSucks: ...
AirportLoveSucks: okay.
DlE lGNORANCE: we both decided the other had changed..
DlE lGNORANCE: actually, thats bullshit, i got tired of her bitching about stupid shit
DlE lGNORANCE: if she had it her way, we wouldve been together forever
DlE lGNORANCE: now that ive finally left her, shes in denial
DlE lGNORANCE: and fucking me over
AirportLoveSucks: i'm sorry.
DlE lGNORANCE: she cant handle the fact that shell never find anyone who will love her like i did
DlE lGNORANCE: and make her as happy
AirportLoveSucks: aww.
AirportLoveSucks: i wish someone loved me.
DlE lGNORANCE: so its really her loss..
AirportLoveSucks: i've never been in love.
DlE lGNORANCE: i hadnt either, until i was with chasity
DlE lGNORANCE: i miss it..
AirportLoveSucks: ...get it back?
DlE lGNORANCE: she blew her chance..
DlE lGNORANCE: i will, im sure
AirportLoveSucks: with her?
DlE lGNORANCE: not a chance
DlE lGNORANCE: fuck her
DlE lGNORANCE: well, not literally
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
DlE lGNORANCE: i dont know, im playing everything by ear these days
DlE lGNORANCE: ive found its better not to have a plan
DlE lGNORANCE: and just let things happen
AirportLoveSucks: word.
DlE lGNORANCE: just leave yourself open for opportunities, and they come by themselves
AirportLoveSucks: eh.
DlE lGNORANCE: especially when youre mobile without a car..
AirportLoveSucks: its just.. hard living in someone else's shadow.
AirportLoveSucks: and hard to keep from getting discouraged.
DlE lGNORANCE: you can be impulsive about everything
DlE lGNORANCE: what do you mean someone elses shadow?
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: nevermmind.
DlE lGNORANCE: aww, come on, spit it out
DlE lGNORANCE: dont leave me hanging
AirportLoveSucks: noo.
DlE lGNORANCE: you know you want to
AirportLoveSucks: not really.
AirportLoveSucks: im making a list of my perfect guy, heh.
DlE lGNORANCE: ok, im not gonna make you do anything
DlE lGNORANCE: nobody is perfect
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: i know.
AirportLoveSucks: but im making a lsit anyway.
DlE lGNORANCE: thats cool, we can dream all we want
AirportLoveSucks: yep word.
DlE lGNORANCE: are you tired yet?
DlE lGNORANCE: ::yawn::
AirportLoveSucks: not yet.
AirportLoveSucks: are you.
DlE lGNORANCE: a tad bit
AirportLoveSucks: go to sleep.
DlE lGNORANCE: i think i shall
AirportLoveSucks: eww fine.
DlE lGNORANCE: umm..tell you what
DlE lGNORANCE: im gonna go to the back porch and smoke some tobacco
AirportLoveSucks: ..ew.
DlE lGNORANCE: and come back and talk to you a little more when i get back
AirportLoveSucks: ok hurry.
DlE lGNORANCE: ok
AirportLoveSucks: ill finish my list.
DlE lGNORANCE: brb
DlE lGNORANCE: cool
DlE lGNORANCE: okey doke
AirportLoveSucks: wb.
DlE lGNORANCE: thank ya
DlE lGNORANCE: ::yawn::
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: pussy.
DlE lGNORANCE: i am what i eat
DlE lGNORANCE: hehe
AirportLoveSucks: eww.
AirportLoveSucks: so who's your interest?
DlE lGNORANCE: :P
DlE lGNORANCE: this cool girl
AirportLoveSucks: name?
DlE lGNORANCE: whos gonna help me get my organization going
DlE lGNORANCE: alexis
AirportLoveSucks: alexis, eh..
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah
DlE lGNORANCE: but i dont know, it may just be wishful thinking
AirportLoveSucks: she hott?
DlE lGNORANCE: i dont know
DlE lGNORANCE: her personality is very attractive..
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
DlE lGNORANCE: and thats most important
AirportLoveSucks: word.
DlE lGNORANCE: and she believes in the stuff i do
DlE lGNORANCE: about how the older people are abusing our world
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: how old is she?
DlE lGNORANCE: 19 or 20
AirportLoveSucks: cute.
DlE lGNORANCE: see, its the younger generation that sees how our parents are killing our world
DlE lGNORANCE: all the lazy ass old people
DlE lGNORANCE: hey, its only fair that you know, i log all my conversations on my computer
AirportLoveSucks: why?
DlE lGNORANCE: memory exercise
AirportLoveSucks: oh?
DlE lGNORANCE: so if i talk to the same person again, i can review stuff weve talked about
AirportLoveSucks: really?..
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah
DlE lGNORANCE: been doing it for a while now
AirportLoveSucks: i remember everything..
DlE lGNORANCE: wow, youre lucky
DlE lGNORANCE: but i doubt that you really do
DlE lGNORANCE: i mean, everything?
AirportLoveSucks: like, i'll alkways remember the first thing YOU said to me was 'are you depressed?'
AirportLoveSucks: yeah.
AirportLoveSucks: wana see my list?
DlE lGNORANCE: only cuz i know what its like
DlE lGNORANCE: sure
DlE lGNORANCE: ive been suicidal
DlE lGNORANCE: but i learned my lesson..
AirportLoveSucks: sent.
AirportLoveSucks: i wouldn't mind dying.
DlE
lGNORANCE: you see, since i had isolated myself with chasity so
much..i assumed that all the stuff i was learning, everyone else was
too..
DlE lGNORANCE: and it wasnt until i realized that everyone
else was still doing stupid things..that i knew more shit than the
average joe
AirportLoveSucks: hmm.
AirportLoveSucks: interesting.
DlE lGNORANCE: wow..what a list
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
DlE lGNORANCE: yuck..country
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: i get in my sad shit moods, and it happens.
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah, i dig
DlE lGNORANCE: i never once layed a finger on chasity in a forceful way
DlE lGNORANCE: thats just bad
AirportLoveSucks: good job.
DlE lGNORANCE: not because shes a girl, but because i cared about her
AirportLoveSucks: aww.
AirportLoveSucks: shh.
AirportLoveSucks: makes me want someone.
DlE lGNORANCE: if any other girl were to hit me hard enough to where it felt like a guy hit me..
DlE lGNORANCE: she would cease being a girl in my eyes.
AirportLoveSucks: you would beat them down.
DlE lGNORANCE: and i would kick her ass
AirportLoveSucks: amen to that.
DlE lGNORANCE: so whats your thing with japan?
AirportLoveSucks: i just.. wana go.
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: i have so many 'dreams' or whatever.
DlE lGNORANCE: we all do
AirportLoveSucks: yeah.
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: what color are your eyes?
DlE lGNORANCE: shit-brown
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: are you white?
DlE lGNORANCE: puertorican/german/panamanian/italian
AirportLoveSucks: wow.
DlE lGNORANCE: im never getting married
AirportLoveSucks: why.
DlE
lGNORANCE: "What’s the point to marriage? I don’t need a legal,
binding contract to feel bound to someone for the rest of my life. If
the trust and loyalty is there, what’s the point? Marriages cost money
and so do divorces. If you’re going to remain married just because you
can’t afford a divorce, what did you get married for in the first place?
DlE
lGNORANCE: And it is a proven fact that people sometimes change and
you can’t, or are not willing, to change with them. Why complicate
things? Marriage is just ceremonial, customary, and religious. Just
because
everyone else does it, why should you?"
- Victor
AirportLoveSucks: i thought of it that way.
DlE lGNORANCE: its just an unnecessary complication..
AirportLoveSucks: i wish i didn't like everyone.
AirportLoveSucks: hah.
DlE lGNORANCE: everyone?
AirportLoveSucks: i don't know, i feel too nice or something.
DlE lGNORANCE: if youre gonna be something, be nice
AirportLoveSucks: you're too logical.
DlE lGNORANCE: theres no such thing
AirportLoveSucks: hah.
AirportLoveSucks: i'm going to sleep in 5 minutes.
DlE lGNORANCE: 2:30 it is
DlE lGNORANCE: for both of us
AirportLoveSucks: yeah.
DlE lGNORANCE: so whats airport love?
AirportLoveSucks: well.
AirportLoveSucks: i broke up with levia at the aiport, while i was coming back from nyc..
AirportLoveSucks: and uh, i felt horrible about it.
DlE lGNORANCE: aww, that does suck
AirportLoveSucks: and while i was changing planes, i noticed how all these couples wer elike
AirportLoveSucks: running into eachothers arms after days of being away from eachopther.
AirportLoveSucks: and realized that it sucked.
DlE lGNORANCE: aint that the truth
AirportLoveSucks: but i'm a jealous person.. so yeah/
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah..careful
DlE lGNORANCE: jealousy can be dangerous
AirportLoveSucks: how.
DlE lGNORANCE: it can show somoene how much you trust/distrust them
AirportLoveSucks: i don't distrust them.
DlE lGNORANCE: who?
AirportLoveSucks: i just.. don't know.
AirportLoveSucks: whoeber i'm jealous of.
AirportLoveSucks: i'm not really ever jealous of a bf.
AirportLoveSucks: just people i like.. that give more time to others.
DlE lGNORANCE: well then, you shouldnt be jealous..if you dont know for sure
DlE lGNORANCE: find out for sure, before you let jealousy in
DlE lGNORANCE: make sure you have a valid reason to be jealous..
AirportLoveSucks: it just comes, heh.
AirportLoveSucks: i'm like, 'man.. wish that was me'
DlE
lGNORANCE: see, chasity would get jealous anytime she saw me talking
to another girl, even if it was just a casual conversation online..
DlE lGNORANCE: which led me to believe she didnt trust me..in spite of how much i loved her
DlE lGNORANCE: which after time, made me love her less
AirportLoveSucks: aw.
DlE lGNORANCE: i would think, "if she loved me back as much as i love her, it wouldnt matter"
DlE lGNORANCE: "so therefore, she doesnt love me as much as i her"
AirportLoveSucks: i'd wana die if someone i loved questioned my love for them..
DlE lGNORANCE: trust is a very valuable thing to have
AirportLoveSucks: yeah.
DlE lGNORANCE: you lose the trust, the relationship is doomed
AirportLoveSucks: that's scary.
DlE lGNORANCE: life is scary
AirportLoveSucks: it is...
DlE
lGNORANCE: if the trust is lost, dont go out of your way to get it
back, if youre meant to be with that person any longer, things will fix
themselves
DlE lGNORANCE: if youre not, its best to make a clean break
AirportLoveSucks: do you believe in soulmates?
DlE lGNORANCE: and move on
DlE lGNORANCE: no
AirportLoveSucks: why.
DlE lGNORANCE: i believe anyone can learn to be compatible with anyone else...
DlE lGNORANCE: i dont believe in fate or predestiny either
AirportLoveSucks: do you think you meet people for a reason?
AirportLoveSucks: like, everyone you meet has a 'role' in your life.
DlE lGNORANCE: no, i dont believe in luck..i believe in coincidence and circumstance...
AirportLoveSucks: hmm.
DlE lGNORANCE: everyone i meet will shape my life as much as i let them
DlE lGNORANCE: but in the end, i am still in control
DlE lGNORANCE: of my life
AirportLoveSucks: word.
AirportLoveSucks: how do you save your convos?
DlE lGNORANCE: i get to choose what i regard and disregard
AirportLoveSucks: eh.
DlE lGNORANCE: its pretty simple
DlE lGNORANCE: i highlight the screen name of who im talking to, copy it, and use that for the filename of the text file
DlE lGNORANCE: then i click inside the IM and hit ctrl+A...to highlight everything
DlE lGNORANCE: copy
AirportLoveSucks: do, you have like, lotsa convos saved?
DlE lGNORANCE: and paste it in the text file
DlE lGNORANCE: yes tons
AirportLoveSucks: wow.
AirportLoveSucks: are you gona save this one?
DlE lGNORANCE: i log all my important emails too
DlE lGNORANCE: yup, in a folder named 101202
AirportLoveSucks: why 101202
DlE lGNORANCE: that in the folder october
AirportLoveSucks: all the ones you had that day?
AirportLoveSucks: today.
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah
AirportLoveSucks: interesting..
DlE lGNORANCE: it just makes aol a little more real
AirportLoveSucks: hmm, i spose.
AirportLoveSucks: but ima go now.
AirportLoveSucks: i feel like hell:-/
DlE lGNORANCE: yeah, were late for bed
DlE lGNORANCE: sweet dreams amanda
AirportLoveSucks: heh.
AirportLoveSucks: you too victor. take care.
DlE lGNORANCE: bye bye
AirportLoveSucks: nite[]
DlE lGNORANCE: g'nite
-has to be sweet.
-can make me laugh even when i'm ready to kill him.
-has nice hair.
-has nice shoes.
-knows how to keep a conversation going.
-likes my music.
-can laugh with me about stupid shit that he may not even understand.
-understand i would dump him in a second if i had a chance with jake gyllenhaal.
-isn't embarrassed of me.
-calls back after he hung up on me during a fight.
-understands how i can be.
-gives me massages.
-just likes laying with me watching the wonder years.
-gives me all the pink nerds.
-likes to fight with me..and isn't afraid of hurting me.
-let's me win some of the fights.
-doesn't smoke weed.
-buys me nerds on special occasions.
-will just let me cry sometimes and not sit there and ask 'whats wrong..whats wrong'.
-will let me lick his nipples whenever i want.
-let's me bitch to him, but not at him.
-understands that i sometimes get overwhelmed and need time alone.
-isn't controlling.
-will be there whenever i need him.
-listens to country with me when i get those sudden urges to listen to it.
-makes me laugh so hard, i cry.
-knows that i don't like to be tickled, but it's fun every once in a while. just stop before i pee.
-doesnt tell me he never wants to talk to me again cause he got jealous.. or any reason at all.
-doesn't question my talking to guys, because if i'm with him, he knows i'm his.
-dosen't have an anger problem.
-won't ever think about hitting me in a non-playful way, and know that if he does, i WILL beat him down.
-dances around with me ghettostyle while listening to my happy music.
-knows that i would do anything to go to japan.
-knows my eyes are blue, and not green.
-won't ever lie to me.
-likes my weirdo movies, and will watch them with me.
-asks me questions he wants to know, and won't be a bitch about it.. and expects the truth.
-sings to me when i ask him to.
-draws me ghetto pictures.
-is mature when he needs to be, but not all the time.
-massages my head when i have a headache.
-buys me sonic slushies when i'm sick.
-buys me chocolate milkshakes when i'm on my period.
-he should be a little taller than me.
-isn't an ass to other girls.
-never asks to read my journal. ever.
-holds my hand.
-gives great hugs.
-doesn't mind that i have no religion.
-doesn't try to change my mind about anything.
-will never mention my middle name to anyone.
-likes making out and long drives.
-knows my favorite song, and will play it for me when i'm sad/mad.
-will sing al green to me at our wedding. heh.
xoxo.
Jackie2133:
DlE lGNORANCE: hi, did you read any more of my stuff?
Jackie2133: not done
Jackie2133: i read the first one
DlE lGNORANCE: i just wrote a new one
Jackie2133: send it
DlE lGNORANCE: ok
Jackie2133: thanx alot
DlE lGNORANCE: no problem, thank you for actually reading em
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